Can you believe that today of all days I am having a meltdown?!
I wanted to eat like nobody’s business. What is all the hunger about today? I even got a little snappy at my husband. Maybe the thought of having my daughter in laws gourmet meal of beans, brown rice and fresh guacamole was giving me a rush. All I could do today was think about eating something warm.
I felt amazing though! I felt so clear and energized. One of my best moments, was telling myself to keep going and not to eat the cooked food tomorrow. I really did have the commitment to endure another 10 days at least. And honestly, after my watermelon, I calmed down considerably. Then I would get into this ..’you have done so well, what’s bad about eating a warm vegan meal?’ The mind..what a terrible thing to waste.
I called my daughter in law, and told her I was having a meltdown, and she said NO, eating is for Sunday, not today, you are doing so well and looking better. I told her okay, but it was too early to go to bed, so I need to figure out something else to do until Sunday! lol!
One of the great things about my 20 days is I didn’t feel tempted to eat what I cooked for my family. Strange but true. Now, comes the real work. Planning and eating on a consistent basis what I know is good and healthy for ME.
I do feel like a million or should I say billion! God Bless……………
