NYNY Tanya – Day 45

I think my brain is messing with me. I think I am thinking too much about the weight loss and being a size 12 that I have not appreciated the ride it took to get this far. I am down to a 14 which is wonderful. I can wear clothes I haven’t fit in years. I can sit down and cross my legs and not have to change positions for a long period of time. I can see the definition of my collarbone that my grandmother use to say was the sexiest part of a woman’s body. So what is my hang up? I am so use to seeing people drop 20, 30 even 40lbs so fast that 1 to 1.5 lbs a week seems slow. I feel better physically, I look better from what others say so why is my brain not registering the great job or news I have been receiving? I keep saying that I am trying to do better but the word try seems to be deflecting my progress. Why is it I can’t just jump into happiness? What is it I am missing that can’t see the glass as half full? I think the scale (which I have always been taught was evil) is the damper or my beautiful transitional parade.

Hemp Protein Shake

Sunflower Seeds

Hemp Protein Shake
Vegan Spicy Black Bean Chili

Quinoa with Heirloom tomatoes, spinach and onions




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